Wow.

Been a really long time since I have been on here. Really don't care about clowning anymore. Love writing. Writing is good. I love to write. Really. That's good, because I am on a team that is starting a magazine. I am so blessed and honored to be a part of this. I love it. The thrill of getting my columns ready. EEeeeek.

So yeah. I am so confused about things. Like this guy. I have liked him for so long. But he is so amazing and I can't talk to him. I just stand there and say all this stupid stuff. I saw him at a party last night. He said "hi" and I melted. I still don't know if I said "hi" back. He is really sweet, and deals with my lack of social skills.

I want to believe he is the ONE, but I don't know. I have to trust God. My track record with men just yeah. Not good. So I'm going to let God handle this one.

I don't even know why I'm writing all this.

My fingers just will not stop.

Working on one of my books right now. It's about an assassin. Trying to get into the mind of an assassin is not easy.

It's like 45 degrees in my room.

I crocheted a head band today. It looks really bad. See.

 

So I think that's it for right now.

 

Wow. Why did I say all that? Oy.

Attack!

Do you ever have that moment where you haven't been able to really relax and let your artistic thoughts flow into whatever medium you use, and then BAM! It's like all the art inside you just explodes and you can't do a thing about it? Yeah, that's been happening a lot lately. I've been pretty stressed. I haven't had proper time to devote to my artisticness, Alfred (my camera) stays in his case, Mortimer (my guitar) sits in the corner, my sketch pads sit under way too much junk on my desk, I haven't even had time to really work on my clowning routine. ARG! Endless cycle. At least my rabbit still loves me. I hope.

Me.

Lame title, I know. However, it was all I could think of.
As my blog name says, I'm an artist. I'm not amazing. But really what is amazing? As it has been said (far too often, I think) "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder". But art isn't just about what you see, it's what you hear, taste, smell, experience, and most of all feel.
I guess you could say that I'm a "jack of all trades" when it comes to art. I am very passionate about each medium I use to express my soul. Drawing, Painting, Photography, Poetry, Writing, Calligraphy, Music, and Acting. I love them all, although I haven't had the chance to act since I was younger.
Art is my soul, and my soul is my art.